I get into room and immediately kneel down to pray and cry for God's help. He comforts me after a long prayer and I turn on Christmas's music, soon the joy of new born king takes over my sadness. Yes it is a holiday season. I should be happy and sing melody with my mouth and heart. My job allows me having about 2 weeks off with pay, what a blessing I have. Thank you, my Lord!
I have lots of things to do for this break..., I am planing.
